Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

i not only miss this person, but this time. i miss janey and all things that helped turn me into the loud, brash loose cannon i am today. i miss drinking with her. i miss crafting and baking with her. i miss falling asleep talking to her after days of prancing in our prospective cities. i miss shopping with her and being scowled out of places due to our inappropriate noises. i miss janey so, so much. vegas better goddamn be prepared for what it has coming to it when he travel there together.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

mostly all the photos of Pow being disabled are my favourites for when i need to smile.

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.

chickens. there is nothing in the entire world i am more terrified of than chickens. except maybe clowns. chickens with clown faces. that's a horrific image.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

my grandmother. i was tiny and she was (and still is) astoundingly beautiful. i love her.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

MY list book. the one with JUST my list in it. it's special and goes absolutely everywhere with me. i love the memories and photos it holds.

Day 25 - A picture of you last year and how you've changed since then

me. i've completely altered since last year. since this time last year. i don't have any of the items from this photo in my possession, less hair, different house, less weight, more tattoos, more confidence. sweeping changes.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

my walls. i hate how bare the walls in our house are. i want photos and paintings and posters and everything ever covering them, but alas, i've no money and no means, so i must wait.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

the portable henry rollins.

this book has been to every country i've traveled to and has seen me through many, many dark times in the last eleven years. an amazingly beautiful book by an astounding man.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

baking. i wish i was better at baking.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

i wish more than anything that i could forget the horrible words exchanged between myself and one of my best friends. words that have since ended our friendship and altered my future greatly.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.

cairo, egypt. i've wanted to travel there since i was a wee child, almost longer than i've wanted to travel to england.

Day 19 - A picture of a habit you wish you didn't have

Day 18 - A picture of your favorite place.

there is no place i love more than to be tucked in with the bear. i don't care if we're in the supermarket, in bed or just walking down the street, his arms are the only place i need to be and i love that most.

i love the moments he rolls over in bed and puts his arm out and says, "Dane pillow?" which allows me to nestle in the nook of his arm for a restful sleep. the moments when he grabs me and squeezes me into a giant hug randomly in the middle of the street.

i love his arms and there is no place i feel more safe.

Day 17 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

my arse. there's nothing in the world that makes me feel more insecure than my arse.

Day 16 - A picture of someone you've been friends with the longest and still feel connected to

my beast. the girl i met and became instant friends with amidst many speech meets, thrifting dates and hair colours.

she has seen me through things i could never have imagined she would have stuck through and i love her so much for it.

i always worry that things between us would fade what with oceans and boys and attitudes, but every single time i see her face in person again i remember that summer we spent together that made me the person i am today.

i love her for the memories, the emails and texts when i don't even know i need them and for being such an beautiful inspiration.

thank you beast.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

 

publish my lists. if i could ensure i only did one thing before i died, it would be to publish my lists. 

Day 14 - A picture of your favorite pastime.

crocheting and cupcakes. i could never chose one over the other. i love them both so much.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

the magnetic fields.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

lying in bed.

nude.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

Knitting... and consequently, "writing" with wool. (for serious, this took me like, an hour to set up for what?! this one single photo?!)