eh...

well then, here i am on another fun filled day in the life of danie... i have cramps like crazy ans i feel ill. i just want to crawl under my covers and die for a little while, but i do not have the time to do that today.. sundays are hell, i have to open and close. heh. i guess i am not complaining though, it gets me paid. dennis tried to kill himself and everyone is blaming it on shawn. that makes me hurt a lot for him. shawn is really a very gentle soul and the things people like to try and put him through SUCK ASS-COCK so to speak. hee hee... so shawn is hurting a lot. i wish i could have been there for him. well, i mean, more THERE at his house... to talk to him and look him in the eyes... then chris called but he was up getting stoned all night, so he was no fun at all to talk to. i wish i could call him this morning because he has his first day back to school tomorrow and i would like to chat with him about it. meh... i don't know. i feel helpless right now, i wonder if they have a little helpless icon down there... nope... i will find something equally suitting. have a miraculous day.