**is upset**

good god shawn is a beast sometimes... but perhaps it is me. i am just all emo and stressed about england and things that shawn just got the ass-end of it tonight. i am all angry because i have a lot on my mind and butcher is probably out getting drunk and... eh. i don't know. my tummy is sore and i do not feel like doing anything but sitting and crying for the moment. that is what it feels like i need. i am mad about so many things... i am leaving in thirteen days and that freaks me out! maria is rockin' but i am not sure how i am going to react to all of the drinking and blah. eh, i am outta here. have a splendid night! **blows kisses**